Death Maker

Well its this day again... Another day to me but such a great day for others... Its been a grip since I last posted one of these. I am on myspace too much to even remember this lil guy. Really, if you subtract Julie reminding me about it I would have forgot I even had one lol. She was like YOU READ MY LIVEJOURNAL LATELY? And I was like OH YEAH I HAVE ONE OF THOSE lol... Its been 5 months almost since I touched this thing. April and I are back together that's a boner! I have added a couple to the "dislike" list of people... Dooshities man Dooshities.. I need a smoke... Hold a tick. Oh I work at BK WOOO HOOO!!! lol BIG BALLA... Oh my god life is sad lol! I thought I was done after I worked at Arbys but I just keep going back... Every time I look for another job its like "oh look another fast food place!" And get hired man... Damn I need a real job, eh? Julie came into town a couple weeks ago. YAY for julie and I hope you are happy girly! I cant believe Jake gave her that hat! He loved that thing as if it was his left testie! Oh my my my... I have stopped working on my book... I lost the disk that had the first two chapters and I am not starting those bad boys over so if I find it I will finish... If not that is okay. Well I am going to head! Later days!

Bleh...... Yep that is all... That is how I feel anyway. Do you ever get really great sex then after wards just feel a void? Like a gaping hole you can't excape. I feel sick. My stomach hurts and my body feels numb. Kinda like Ivan. The cat of April. He is sick we think. Ashley just found him in the pot pot room all wobbly and ill looking. Jeremy is laying on the couch with my dog Beans, April is now sitting with Ivan taking care of him wrapped in my blanket (she is so hot!) Must love her! Beans is laying by Ivan and April now lol she is so cute when she randoml pops up right next to you! It's a million and one degrees in here I feel like my body is on fire and I can't stop drop and roll to put it out, grrrr..... I watch April and Jeremy beat Metal of Honor European Assult. game $40.00, cigarettes it takes to help beat the game $12.60, gas to the store for refreshments $7.00, Only taking 10 hours to beat it PRICELESS.... Foreverything else there is mastercard.... lol. Enough of being a loser about this here. I want to play pop and drop.... Later.

So Ashley lives with jim, april, and me. I think that I haven't gone to work in awhile and I am in trouble..... Not I am asian haha.... YAY. For my mommy being asian. I feel like shit for real. Cuz My throat hurts I am such a loser. I need to take my s a ts. and my acts....Well i have to pee. April is making up for not being at school for about two weeks. That is so cool though. I am proud of her for atleast doing her homework! : ) ..... I haven't done much. I am so hungry I think I will disapear you think April will notice? Me either. I wish I remembered my fucking password to online banking I would check that out. I got my awesome dog back. Heck yes!!! Beans is the coolest ever. If you want to see a picture of her will that is to bad :p Sorry this isn't very long but I have to go get mc donalds before breakfast is over... LOVE ALL HATE EVERYTHING!

There is precisely four days until I am supposed to be grown up and know what it takes to live on my own. Ha ha to them I have been living on my own for a while now. Okay I am goign to go cuz I am about ti lick my girlfriend....

This girl I know did me wrong. When people do me wrong I detest their entire exsistance. This girl knows what she did. She lied to my face, pretended to be a friend to me and lied to my face. This girl will pay. I will sever all ties and break any packs. I will discontinue the connection we had. She did the worst thing of all she broke my trust. Not for her I never trusted her, but to my lady, I can not trust the one I held most high. This is at the fault of this girl who shall remain nameless. If I see this girl in my home she will bleed. Not in the good way she likes... In the hospital "I fucked over DEZ" way. So goodbye to you girl goodbye to your lies and good riddence to you. All is well that Ends in death...

1. (X)Napoleon Dynamite
2. (X)Saw
3. ( )White Noise
4. (X)White Oleander
5. (x)Anger Management
6. (x)50 First Dates
7. (X)Jason X
8. (X)Scream
9. (X)Scream 2
10. (X)Scream 3
11. (X)Scary Movie
12. (X)Scary Movie 2
13. (X)Scary Movie 3
14. (X)American Pie
15. (X)American Pie 2
16. (x)American Wedding
17. (X)Harry Potter
18. (X)Harry Potter 2
19. (X)Harry Potter 3
20. (x)Resident Evil I
21. ( )Resident Evil 2
22. (X)The Wedding Singer
23. ( ) Little Black Book
24. (x)The Village
25. (X)Donnie Darko
26. (X)Lilo & Stitch
27. (X)Finding Nemo
28. (X)Finding Neverland
29. (x)13 Ghosts
30. (x)Signs
31. (X)The Grinch
32. (x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre (remake)
33. (x)White Chicks
34. (X)Butterfly Effect
35. (X)Thirteen going on 30
36. (X)I, Robot
37. (X)Dodge ball
38. (x)Universal Soldier
39. ( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
40. (X) Along Came A Spider
41. (X) Deep impact
42. (X) KingPin
43. (X) Never Been Kissed
44. (X) Meet The Parents
45. (X)Meet The Fockers
46. (X)Eight Crazy Nights
47. (X)A Cinderella Story
48. ( )The Terminal
49. (X)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
50. (X)Passport to Paris
51. (X)Dumb & Dumber
52. (X)Dumb & Dumberer
53. (X)Final Destination
54. (X)Final Destination 2
55. (X)Halloween
56. (X)The Ring
57. ( )The Ring 2
58. (X)Harold & Kumar
59. (X)Practical Magic " PUT THE LIME IN THE COCONUT AND .....
60. (X)Chicago
61. (X)Ghost Ship
62. ( )From Hell
63. (X)Hellboy
64. (X)Secret Window
65. (X)I Am Sam
66. (X)The Whole Nine Yards
67. (X)The Whole Ten Yards
68. (X)The Day After Tomorrow
69. (X)Child's Play
70. (X)Bride of Chucky
71. (X)Ten Things I Hate About You
72. (X)Just Married
73. (X)Gothika
74. (X)A Nightmare on Elm Street
75. (X)Sixteen Candles
76. (X)Bad Boys
77. (X)Bad Boys 2
78. ( )Joy Ride
79. (X)Seven (SE7EN)
80. (X)Oeans Eleven
81. ( )Oceans Twelve
82. (x)Identity
83. ( )Lone Star state of mind
84. (X)Bedazzled
85. ( )Predator I
86. ( )Predator II
87. (X)Independence Day
88. (X)Cujo
89. ( )A Bronx Tale
90. (X)Darkness Falls
91. ( )Christine
92. (X)ET
93. (X)Children of the Corn
94. (X)My boss' daughter
95. (X)Maid in Manhattan
96. (X)Frailty
97. ( )Best bet
98. (X)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
99. (X)She's All That
100. (X)Calendar Girls
101. ( )Sideways
102. (X)Mars Attacks
103. ( )Event Horizon
104. (X)Ever after
105. (X)Forrest Gump
106. ( )Big Trouble in Little China HAHA I THOUGHT ABOUT MY MOM JUST NOW
107. (X)X-men 1
108. (X)X-men 2
109. (X)Jeepers Creepers
110. (X)Jeepers Creepers 2
111. (X)Catch Me If You Can
112. (X)The Others
113. (X)Freaky Friday
114. ( )Reign of Fire
115. (X)Cruel Intentions
116. (X)PI
117. (X)Swimfan
118. ( )Miracle
119. (X)Old School
120. ( )Ray
121. (X)The Notebook
122. ( )K-Pax
123. (X)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
124. (X)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
125. (X)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
126. (X)A Walk to Remember
127. ( )Boogeyman
128. (X)Hitch
129. ( )Back Door Sluts 9
130. (X)South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
131. (X)the Fifth Element
132. (X)Star wars episode I
133. (X)Star wars episode II
134. (X)Star wars episode IV
135. (X)Star wars episode V
136. (X)Star wars episode VI
137. ( )Troop Beverly Hills
138. ( )Swimming with Sharks
139. (X)Trainspotting
140. ( )People under the stairs
141. ( )Blue Velvet
142. (X)Sound of music
143. (X)Parent Trap
144. ( )The Burbs
145. ( )SLC Punk
146. (X)Meet Joe Black
147. (X)Wild girls
148. (X)A Clockwork Orange
149. ( )The Order
150. (X)Spiderman
151. (X)Spiderman 2
152. (X) Amelie
153. (X) Mean Girls
154. (X)Shrek
155. (X)Shrek 2
156. (X)The Incredibles
157. ( )Collateral
158. (X)The Fast & The Furious
159. (X)2 Fast 2 Furious
160. ( )Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
161. ( )Closer
162. (X)The Sixth Sense
163. (X)Artificial intelligence
164. (X)Love actually
165. (X)Shutter
166. (X)Ella Enchanted
167. (X)Princess diaries 1
168. ( )Princess diaries 2
169. ( )Constantine
170. (X)Million Dollar Baby
171. (X)Life of David Gale
172. ( )25th hour
173. (X)Vanilla Sky
174. ( )Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
175. (X)Boogy Nights
176. (X)Braveheart
177. ( )The Anarchist Cook Book(not exactly a movie)
178. ( )My House In Umbria
179. (X)Double Jeopardy
180. (X)Monsters, Inc
181. (X)Kill Bill Vol. 1
182. (X)Kill Bill Vol. 2
183. (X) Eight Legged Freaks
184. (X) The Exorcist I
185. ( ) The Exorcist II
186. ( ) The Exorcist III
187. (X) Titanic
188. (X) Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon
189. (X) Underworld
190. (X) Cast Away

I am eating beef jerky. Why do they call it that its not like you have to jerk around the cow for it. All you have to do is cut the mother fucker open and rip out that muscle shit and dry it and EAT THAT SHIT..... *sorry Kayt*
So anyway it hurts my teeth today.
Jim got me smokes yay cuz I am a little girl and can't buy them for myself until JUNE 26TH ahahahaha...
So my penis hurts. I got a new camera it is pretty and little and its charging cuz its new... so *chokes on jerky* This weekend was cool. I didn't fight with my girlfriend atleast I don't think we did. Friday night was a bust and saturday night was good, sunday was okay, and monday was cool cuz Lily and I (and ashley) went swimming at the tressel and it was fun yep. Lily rubbed mud all over my boobies yay, it was nice. : )
Uhhh that is all I have to say I guess oh no.... I am going to kick J-Dogs ass the next time I see him cuz he made me go to graduation. And I am going to kick Julies ass for putting pictures of me and her on myspace from graduation GAHHHHH...
This is for Kayt down here. Kayt you better get your bridges up and get your ass out of the wading dock. That was a metaphor duh. Seriously though we are living in a material world and we are a material girl Damn maddona was so hot back then okay right Kayt.... I hope things are better for your almost single status and tell Kali to stop picking on my friend lol my penis hurts. uhhh and yep. you never call me Hmmmph I am mad at you. Cuz you never called me and I knnnnOwwww you have my number don't even try and play that game.... okay I am going to sleep no work no ahhhhh...

So lately things don't feel right between my love and me. Or is it I... Ahhh I hate grammer. Anyway, we are fighting a lot and we broke up on friday then got back together an hour later I DON'T GET IT!! Guys seriously though she was really nice to me yesterday. I wasn't feeling well so she ran me a bath and sat with me. The only time she left was to get her phone (SORRY KAYT I HOPE YOU ARE BETTER BROKEN RIBS SUCK!!!!!) Right so I guess I don't have it to bad but it used to be better... I used to crave her when she wasn't around. I think I am just a loser though who needs to get real lol... My girl is good to me so really this was pointless okay. KAYT CALL ME AND TELL ME YOU'RE OKAY!

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